Twice.

The first time I remembered nothing at all. I went to sleep and woke up sweating and covered in blood.

[Picking at one of the cracks on the table,] Alfira. She didn’t deserve… I gored her, pulled out her eyes…

[He shudders, keeping his gaze set on the table.] I didn’t hide from it. The only person who could have done it was me.

The second time I had a warning. The… sweating and alll of that, but I still had to wake Gale up, get him to tie me up.