[I'll be here. Tav can't remember if Gale has promised this before, but his chest warms regardless. He tucks the blankets around his sore and chafed body, watching Gale as he reaches over for him and brushes his shorn hair behind his ear.
It's nice, familiar even, and while he still needs to slow his mind down in order to sleep, he feels safe beside Gale. No one will kidnap him, no one will torture him, no voices will beckon him.
At least not until he's starting to drift off.
Just as his eyelids start to droop, there's a voice that calls on him from somewhere deep within. No. No, he's not going. Looking over to Gale, Tav sees he's asleep, but he's not sure he can face this alone. So, sorry Gale, but Tav shakes him quite violently by the shoulders.]
[ Unlike other members of their party, Gale is not a light sleeper.
Back in the comforting embrace of Waterdeep he had the luxury of a private space (Tara aside), of soft sheets, of the ability to sleep in. Out on the wilds of the Sword Coast he had, admittedly, become familiar with more relaxed accommodation and the perils of poor weather. Still: given a room and a soft bed, Gale will sleep despite noise and light level variation. He's slowly squirmed closer, too, unconsciously moving into Tav's space so they can press together for warmth.
Someone shaking him awake, however, is something even he cannot ignore. ]
What? What do --
[ He rouses slowly, trying to focus on Tav's words through the fog. Hearing... the voice? But hadn't -- hadn't it stopped?
Adrenaline floods through him suddenly, Brown eyes snap open and fix onto Tav's face. Understanding slowly filters through, ]
You -- hang on.
[ He begins struggling to get up and out of bed, to go digging for rope. ]
[Tav deeply appreciates Gale waking and going to find rope as Tav climbs to his exhausted feet, putting distance between them. Bhaal's deep voice rattles around in his skull and Tav, too, thought they were past this. He tries to dig into his memory, if they killed Bhaal or if he'd simply been scooped up and brought to the surface.
For once, the voice doesn't urge him to kill, it simply wishes for him to return to the underground cave, to reclaim his birthright. And there's something about its pull that has Tav unlatching the window and preparing to climb out.]
[Tav is easily dragged away, considering how weak he still is from the torture. He half-collapses in Gale’s arms, but that does nothing to stop Tav’s fight.]
He is calling for his Chosen.
[Tav should really know that Bhaal’s Chosen had once been him, yes, until Orin scrambled his brains the first time and shut him inside one of those coffins. Now that Orin was dead, that left only Tav to do Bhaal’s bidding.
Which was not a good thing, especially not without a good chunk of his memories.]
[ Still? Bhaal hasn't been deterred then, by their meddling.
Gale grits his teeth, trying to hold Tav back still. He is not terribly strong himself, so any amount of resistance is a challenge. ]
I don't doubt he is, but we're not playing his games. You stay here with me, will you? Come on, please, there's a nice warm bed calling your name just as loud. It may not have the same grandeur as Bhaal's temple but I can promise you, it is an entirely preferable experience.
[ Tav continues to reach for the window with a weak, scrabbling motion, but Gale is just strong enough to hold him backto pass a wisdom save. For a moment all efforts to escape cease and Tav blinks in Gale’s grasp.]
Hold me tight. I don’t want to go back.
[Nevermind how comforting and warm Gale’s body is against him. Tav isn’t against more of that.]
[ As soon as Tav stops scrabbling, Gale reaches for the window and shuts it -- casts an arcane lock on it as he drags the man back away. ]
You're not going anywhere, not if I have any say in the matter. Come on, deep breaths, I'm with you.
[ Not that breathing helps much, but focus does.
This is... troublesome, however. If Bhaal is still trying to call Tav, then there's more on the to do list than just trying to restore his memories. They need to address that as well, to somehow free him of the god's hold.
[Tav squirms in Gale’s arms for a moment or two more before he focused on the prompted breathing. Inhale, exhale. Gale is here, holding him. Inhale, exhale. He can’t get out, Bhaal won’t have him this night.
Inhale, exhale.]
Thank you. [Tav murmurs as the sweat drains down his temple.
The voice rises again, claws behind his eyes and tears into his chest.]
I’m not going back. [He says again, more resolutely.]
[Tav nods, curling tight into Gale on the bed. Inhale. Exhale. The voice continues to call, to return to the underground, to be his Chosen.
Or suffer the consequences.
Tav buries his face in Gale’s shoulder, feeling a familiar comfort there even as his body twitches and contorts against the urge to listen to his father.]
[My love. Tav knows those words, that tone. Memories surge forward: pecks in camp, laughter by the fire, hushed conversations out in the woods under the stars. Blood trickles down from his nose, but Tav pushes the memories to continue, filling the gaps where Gale exists.
He wipes the blood from his lips and leans in, attempting to slot his mouth against Gale’s.]
I’m remembering you. [Tav smiles fondly, bringing up one hand to cover Gale’s. He relishes the newly-roughened skin, from the soft hands of a scholar to the hardened calluses of an adventurer. He remembers magicking shadow-cursed thorns out of these hands or watching them twist and turn when casting spells. More blood trickles down from Tav’s nose, but he doesn’t stop it.]
Remembering you blocks out the voice.
[Tav can barely hear the echoes if he focuses on Gale, if he’s centered on those brown eyes.]
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Date: 2023-12-07 03:21 am (UTC)It's nice, familiar even, and while he still needs to slow his mind down in order to sleep, he feels safe beside Gale. No one will kidnap him, no one will torture him, no voices will beckon him.
At least not until he's starting to drift off.
Just as his eyelids start to droop, there's a voice that calls on him from somewhere deep within. No. No, he's not going. Looking over to Gale, Tav sees he's asleep, but he's not sure he can face this alone. So, sorry Gale, but Tav shakes him quite violently by the shoulders.]
Gale, Gale. I'm hearing the voice.
I await work being over for the year in desperation
Date: 2023-12-07 09:12 am (UTC)Back in the comforting embrace of Waterdeep he had the luxury of a private space (Tara aside), of soft sheets, of the ability to sleep in. Out on the wilds of the Sword Coast he had, admittedly, become familiar with more relaxed accommodation and the perils of poor weather. Still: given a room and a soft bed, Gale will sleep despite noise and light level variation. He's slowly squirmed closer, too, unconsciously moving into Tav's space so they can press together for warmth.
Someone shaking him awake, however, is something even he cannot ignore. ]
What? What do --
[ He rouses slowly, trying to focus on Tav's words through the fog. Hearing... the voice? But hadn't -- hadn't it stopped?
Adrenaline floods through him suddenly, Brown eyes snap open and fix onto Tav's face. Understanding slowly filters through, ]
You -- hang on.
[ He begins struggling to get up and out of bed, to go digging for rope. ]
cheers you on!!
Date: 2023-12-07 10:39 am (UTC)For once, the voice doesn't urge him to kill, it simply wishes for him to return to the underground cave, to reclaim his birthright. And there's something about its pull that has Tav unlatching the window and preparing to climb out.]
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Date: 2023-12-07 11:32 pm (UTC)[ Gale lurches after him, trying to drag him away so he can re-latch the window. ]
You're staying here, with me. I know you're in there, Tav! Just focus.
[ Focus on not climbing out a window, preferably. ]
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Date: 2023-12-08 12:24 am (UTC)He is calling for his Chosen.
[Tav should really know that Bhaal’s Chosen had once been him, yes, until Orin scrambled his brains the first time and shut him inside one of those coffins. Now that Orin was dead, that left only Tav to do Bhaal’s bidding.
Which was not a good thing, especially not without a good chunk of his memories.]
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Date: 2023-12-12 10:21 am (UTC)Gale grits his teeth, trying to hold Tav back still. He is not terribly strong himself, so any amount of resistance is a challenge. ]
I don't doubt he is, but we're not playing his games. You stay here with me, will you? Come on, please, there's a nice warm bed calling your name just as loud. It may not have the same grandeur as Bhaal's temple but I can promise you, it is an entirely preferable experience.
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Date: 2023-12-12 01:29 pm (UTC)to pass a wisdom save. For a moment all efforts to escape cease and Tav blinks in Gale’s grasp.]Hold me tight. I don’t want to go back.
[Nevermind how comforting and warm Gale’s body is against him. Tav isn’t against more of that.]
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Date: 2023-12-17 08:47 pm (UTC)You're not going anywhere, not if I have any say in the matter. Come on, deep breaths, I'm with you.
[ Not that breathing helps much, but focus does.
This is... troublesome, however. If Bhaal is still trying to call Tav, then there's more on the to do list than just trying to restore his memories. They need to address that as well, to somehow free him of the god's hold.
Easier said than done, of course. ]
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Date: 2023-12-17 09:10 pm (UTC)Inhale, exhale.]
Thank you. [Tav murmurs as the sweat drains down his temple.
The voice rises again, claws behind his eyes and tears into his chest.]
I’m not going back. [He says again, more resolutely.]
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Date: 2023-12-17 10:06 pm (UTC)[ He eases them both to sit on the edge of the bed, arms twining more comfortably around Tav. ]
We can fight this, you and I, together. We've faced worse odds, haven't we? You just stay with me, and we'll keep each other safe.
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Date: 2023-12-17 10:20 pm (UTC)Or suffer the consequences.
Tav buries his face in Gale’s shoulder, feeling a familiar comfort there even as his body twitches and contorts against the urge to listen to his father.]
We have. We have.
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Date: 2023-12-19 10:18 pm (UTC)No god can take you from me. Whatever fate we are to face, my love, we will do so together. I will be with you. I will not let you down, not again.
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Date: 2023-12-19 10:42 pm (UTC)He wipes the blood from his lips and leans in, attempting to slot his mouth against Gale’s.]
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Date: 2023-12-21 02:30 pm (UTC)Then their lips meet, and suddenly he tastes it.
Gale pulls back in surprise, wide brown eyes searching his face and one hand gently coming up to cup his cheek. ]
Are you alright?
[ Does it hurt? Is it bad? Is something else happening? ]
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Date: 2023-12-21 02:47 pm (UTC)Remembering you blocks out the voice.
[Tav can barely hear the echoes if he focuses on Gale, if he’s centered on those brown eyes.]