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Date: 2023-10-13 09:05 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ The pained expression inspires a new flash of guilt. ]

Yes. Yes, you did.

[ He swallows, trying to think, and hears Astarion loudly proclaiming that he's tired and should get some sleep. That there's nothing to be gained by his lingering. A wave of gratitude passes over him and he hears the others slowly trickle out too, leaving the two of them sat staring at each other. ]

If it hurts, don't push yourself. I am... impatient for you to remember, I will readily admit that, but I thought I'd lost you entirely. To have you here, once more, even devoid of the memory of our journey is a relief I cannot begin to describe. Take your time, please.

Date: 2023-10-13 09:25 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (20)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
Easy, easy now.

[ Gale pushes to his feet, retrieving a cloth and filling a basin with water. He circles back, crouches in front of Tav and begins to gently clean the blood from his face. ]

You won't be any good to anyone if we make this worse. So, slowly. A little at a time. When it gets too much, take a moment. I'll still be here, whenever you need me.

Date: 2023-10-13 11:17 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (25)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
Easy.

[ He cups Tav's face gently, dabbing more of the blood away. ]

But you aren't wrong. I did make you that promise. I told you I wouldn't let you down, and I failed you.

[ He drops the cloth a moment, expression pinched in pain. ]

And I'm sorry for that. I'd give anything to make things right, to undo the pain you're in.

Date: 2023-10-13 11:46 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (20)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
You don't need to say anything, you don't -- trust me I talk enough for the both of us most days.

[ He laughs, something hollow and weak, and draws his hand back. He gently takes Tav's hand, presses his face to it and tries to breathe. The tangle of emotion feels as hot and volatile as the Netherese Orb itself, liable to overload at any moment. ]

But I came so close to losing you, and the world would have been a much darker place indeed without your light.

Date: 2023-10-14 12:10 am (UTC)
karsiteweave: (28)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
I don't think you should come.

[ Gale swallows, uneasy. ]

But I don't want to leave you.

[ He promised to stay by his side, after all. His heart wants to do that. Yet what if they need him? What if everyone else dies, because he's here tending to Tav?

Neither choice is good. ]

Date: 2023-10-14 08:56 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (20)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ The problem is, Gale is a selfish creature at heart.

He wants happiness so aggressively, wants Tav to remember him, wants the feeling of being cared for above anyone else. Wants to be in Waterdeep, with Tara, enjoying peace.

He deserves that, doesn't he?

Doesn't he?

Maybe he doesn't. Maybe he needs to earn it. He's already failed once, after making a promise.

The selfish desire to run, to take Tav and run right now, wars with his self-esteem.

If the other man remembered, what would he have wanted? He'd have wanted to help, surely? So then, of course, Gale would have stayed by his side.

Yet what if they cannot win? What if the only option ends up the Netherese Orb in his chest? ]


Well of course they need me, a wizard of my renown. Without me to hold them together I have the unfortunate suspicion they would struggle.

Date: 2023-10-14 09:43 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (23)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ How can he promise that? Gale retrieves the cloth again, rinsing it with a frown and moving to gently clean the new trickles of blood away from the man's nose.

His heart plays a restless beat as he tries to envision all the outcomes. A world of endless possibilities, of roads not taken, of battles won and lost.

If they go and leave the prism here, they'll be out of its protection anyway. If they take the prism, they doom those they leave behind.

If the battle is lost, they all become mindflayers.

Gale lowers the cloth, hand lifting to touch Tav's face once more. ]


Do you still hear it? The voice?

[ Urging him into violence? ]

Date: 2023-10-14 11:30 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (18)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ There's relief in Tav remembering, even as unpleasant as the memories are, and Gale's expression morphs into warm amusement for a moment. ]

Try being the operative word. My knots held you steady, no matter how much you longed to make a necklace of my eyeballs.

[ His thumb continues to gently rub over Tav's skin in soothing strokes. ]

I don't hold it against you. I know it wasn't what you wanted.

[ He remembers, vividly, the rest of what had been said.

No matter what I say after these next few minutes, I love you, Gale.

He believes him. He'll hold onto that. ]

Date: 2023-10-15 10:49 am (UTC)
karsiteweave: (25)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ Already?

He feels as if he's barely had any rest at all.

No matter. Perhaps a potion or two can restore him. Gale grasps for the hand dropping from his face, presses a kiss to the back of it. ]


Wait for me.

[ Then Gale retreats, swipes up his pack and leaves the room.

After a moment of hesitation, he carefully locks the door from the outside as requested. In truth, he suspects if the whispers truly pushed Tav to do harm again one door wouldn't be enough to stop him.

One way or another, he thinks, this will be over soon.

The group descend under the city, and Gale quietly hopes that he will be able to return to unlock that door. That Tav will be there when he returns.

That he can take him to Waterdeep, finally find some peace.

That the Emperor is trustworthy after all. ]

Date: 2023-10-15 12:29 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
[ They won.

By the weave they won, and Gale had been cautiously optimistic of course but the odds --

The odds had not been in their favour, especially missing someone. Gale had stood there, gazing up at the stem, and known he could end it all. That if he ascended alone, allowed his companions to retreat, he could finish this.

He could save everyone,

Yet they won, and as they stand on the dock watching the brain sink into the Chionthar, Gale cannot help but feel his mind wander.

The Crown of Karsus. It's out there, somewhere. The potential answer to so many problems.

First, however, perhaps at least a little sit down -- if not a drink. A drink truly would be a blessing, he's so tired.

Yet as they walk through Baldur's Gate, Gale feels the unease begin to build. The wave of destruction the netherbrain left in its wake is not without casualties, and some buildings have been tipped fully over.

He locked Tav in. He locked him in, and as they round the corner Gale feels the last of his strength begin to ebb.

The Elfsong, half collapsed.

Maybe if he'd detonated the orb, it wouldn't have happened. Maybe the blast would have destroyed the brain entirely, blown it into so many pieces the tavern would have survived.

Maybe Gale is a selfish fool, and in trying to have everything his own way he's left himself with nothing.

Karlach's voice snaps him out of it, her strong arms hauling fallen masonry and beams.

Soldier! On your feet, I can hear voices.

Voices.

Shadowheart is already helping dig, Astarion carefully picking over the structure to listen for where people might be buried, and Gale scrambles forward to start digging. He's not the strongest among them, but adrenaline is a powerful thing and scrabbles through rubble until his fingers begin to bleed.

Here, Karlach says, and Gale is at his side in a moment. The hatch -- of course, of course, and he's fumbling to help unearth it. To move as much rubble as he can until she can pull it open. ]

Date: 2023-10-16 02:16 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (28)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
Shadowheart!

[ Wounded isn't his department, and Gale is more than happy to defer on this. He moves to reach for someone, but Karlach is doing so too and... on balance, she's stronger. He sits back watching people being helped up the ladder and out one by one.

His heart is still pounding, the beat of it so heavy it's starting to make Gale feel a little lightheaded in all honesty.

He may need to just. Sit. For a moment. This is far too many shocks in one day for a man much more at home in a library.

Tav emerges, drawn up by Karlach's strong grip, and Gale's gaze follows him. ]


You're okay.

[ He moves to reach for him, as if to just... be sure. To brace him, brace them both a moment. ]

Date: 2023-10-16 04:08 pm (UTC)
karsiteweave: (20)
From: [personal profile] karsiteweave
Of course, of course I came back.

[ His arms loop around Tav, squeeze him tight into his body. ]

I promise to return to you, and the gods themselves could not keep me from your side.

[ Well, they probably could, but he would fight them with everything he could. A tempest of magic, ready to die in the process if he must rather than be kept from the other man's side. ]

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